February

 February 02, 2024      12:54AM

So i was just minding own business doing something on my laptop and talking to someone on my phone. Then suddenly my father came out on our bedroom and came straightforward to me and ask "what are you doing?" I said I'm downloading an app because I needed it for our class tomorrow morning and he said that I'm a liar because I said that i will only use my phone for only 20 minutes, yes i only used my phone for atleast 20 minutes but he won't believe me and said i'm a liar, that's why i raised my voice and said that im not a liar but still he doesn't believe me or my reasons and he squeeze my mouth, which causes a wound in my mouth. I cried until now because everytime he doesn't believe and chooses my brother than me which is very painful for me. I wish that my grandmother is still alive so i can live with her on peace, i also have intrusive thoughts to cut my wrist or hang myself but i will always say to myself that i can do better soon so i will face this problem. Anyways guys do you have any idea what should i do? guys im only 16 years old